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Thank you, even for that.

November 8, 2013 by Dr. V

This week my Facebook newsfeed has been filled with friends listing, day by day, those things they are thankful for. Health. Family. Security. All good and wonderful things, and what a lovely sentiment to take a moment out to acknowledge how fortunate we are to have what we do. I like that.

I think it’s safe for people to assume I am thankful for my family and their health and the nice things I am lucky to have, absolutely. But I think a more interesting question is this: What are you thankful for that you might not have seen as a blessing at the time?

I am thankful for an unpleasant woman who did something horrible to me once, years ago. It took me a very long time to come to that place, because the immediate effect of her action was to make me question what I do and why I do it. It made my unhappy with my work. And ultimately, it gave me the push I needed to get away from a position I was unhappy with for reasons having nothing to do with her and take a big risk making a go at writing. I don’t know if she had never wandered into my life, if I would be emailing my agent to discuss meeting up for coffee in a couple of weeks. That is my ultimate dream, and to think it all might be tied to what I have long thought of as the worst experience of my career. It’s funny how life works, isn’t it?

I am thankful for Kekoa’s death. Don’t get me wrong, I am not thankful that she died, but I am thankful for the manner in which it happened. She had to die at some point, as do we all, and my feelings about that are neutral. But it was a quirk of time and circumstance that I was in need of a home visit veterinarian, and I happened to remember a friend of mine ran such a service. That reconnection gave me a chance to do work I didn’t know I wanted to do, and it has to date been the most emotionally gratifying service of my career. I am also thankful Betsy did not hire me based on my first stab (no pun intended) at placing a butterfly catheter. I got it now.

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Grateful for dogs who steal other dogs’ beds, because they give me something to laugh about after they are gone.

I am thankful for everyone who trusts me to come into their home and, in essence, end their pet’s life. That is a massive trust and responsibility. I hope I make that experience just a bit easier for them. I hope that when I leave, they are glad they asked me to help.

I am thankful for weird things, holes and shadows and grudges that provide us the counterpoint we need to see the shine and light and vistas that make life beautiful. Thankful for those occasional moments of clarity that pull me out of my daily haze and strike: needlelike and sharp realizations of a truth, soft and melting warmth of an interconnectedness.

Most of all, I am thankful for my irresponsible neighbor who didn’t spay her dog, because without that there would be no childhood dog Taffy and no Dr. V and I might very well be a moderately satisfied podiatrist who, as far as she knows, isn’t a pet person. And if that isn’t a big stretch, I don’t know what is.

 

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Filed Under: Daily Life, Musings Tagged With: giving thanks, Thanksgiving

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  1. Lisa W says

    November 8, 2013 at 11:03 am

    <3

  2. kamnel says

    November 8, 2013 at 11:25 am

    I think an awful lot of people are thankful for that nasty woman as well, totally because you continue to share and enlight and make us laugh 🙂

  3. Deborah Mendez says

    November 8, 2013 at 11:41 am

    The world is a better place thanks to the writing (and musings) of Pawcurious!

  4. Cathey Avery says

    November 8, 2013 at 12:38 pm

    Many of us are also eternally grateful for the path your life has taken. We’ve laughed and cried with you and your family, and loved every minute of it. I’m also grateful you have been the generous person you are to share it all with us – you are a blessing for many reasons.

  5. E.A. Summers says

    November 8, 2013 at 12:55 pm

    Another who loves that you write and share what you do, so thank you from me to the unpleasant person.
    There is a book titled “Steering by Starlight” by Martha Beck and one of the “exercises” is looking backward…just as you said – to something “bad” that was the start of something good.
    As I gain more life experience (gotten older!), it is easier to see how often that happens and while it is difficult to be thankful in the midst of something awful, there is now that “back of the mind” wonderment of “what might happen because of this?”. It doesn’t take away the awful, but it does help me move forward.

  6. Kristine says

    November 9, 2013 at 10:26 am

    I really like this perspective and am thankful you shared it. It seems I need to do some reflection of my own.

    Best of luck in your new venture! I can’t wait to see your future creation on the shelves.

  7. Rhythm says

    November 10, 2013 at 4:56 am

    A nice, thoughtful post. Thank you.

  8. JaneK says

    November 10, 2013 at 4:33 pm

    I was just talking about this theme the other day with a friend. There is something in my life that I may not be particularly thankful for in and of itself but I am thankful for many things that came out of it. I would not choose to NOT have it in my life if I got a do over…. Anyway, thanks for sharing…. It is always healing to look for the Phoenix that rises out of the ashes.

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